If loving you is wrong.......

I tried so hard to act as if you never existed , but even God knew I couldn't do that. For six years people convinced me to let you go, they wanted me to stop loving you, but how can you not love something so precious as a child . That should be a crime for a mother to ask her child to do such a thing as that. I dont know if i could ever stop loving you . You are apart of me. I think the reason i was able to move on with my life and succeed is because i knew that a beautiful life was living because i made a loving choice to give you up rather than be selfish and make you apart of a cruel statistic . SABRINA I LOVE YOU and IF LOVING YOU IS WRONG then im fine with being WRONG ! Your life will live on through me !

Being apart of this Picture called "LIFE"

I cant seem to understand why bad things always happen to good people...... lately i have wondered is there anything i could do to help prevent the hurt and the catastrophic events that occur throughout life;but i cant . I don't have those kind of powers.... I don't have any powers. The only thing i can do is live to fight another day through the pain. I feel as if GOD is gonna work things out for those who trust and love him and do what he has command of us , but i don't know if  I can sit back and just watch things fall in place . I feel useless. We say that a picture can speak a thousand words. Well i believe that the picture called "Life" will never stop speaking , because everyday we add a little more graphics and illustration to it everyday!